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Love

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 5:28 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: True Romance
  • Reading: Romantic illusions
  • Watching: Vampire Knight
  • Playing: Xenosaga
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: ...
I try not to cut myself
But I cannot control my hand reaching for the blade

Its hard to love someone
And have them not love you back

But its even harder for the reason why you cut
And only why you cut
Is because of your love
...

She Wolf

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 4:23 PM
  • Mood: b0x0rz-less
  • Listening to: She Wolf
  • Reading: Romantic illusions
  • Watching: Vampire Knight
  • Playing: Xenosaga
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: ...
SOS she's in disguise
SOS she's in disguise
There's a she wolf in disguise
Coming out
Coming out
Coming out

A domesticated girl that's all you ask of me
Darling it is no joke, this is lycanthropy
The moon's awake now with eyes wide open
My body is craving, so feed the hungry

I've been devoting myself to you Monday to Monday and Friday to Friday
Not getting enough retirbution or decent incentives to keep me at it
I'm starting to feel just a little abused like a coffee machine in an office
So I'm gonna go somewhere closer to get me a lover and tell you all about it

There's a she wolf in the closet
Open up and set her free
There's a she wolf in your closet
Let it out so it can breathe

Sitting across a bar staring right at her prey
It's going well so far, she's gonna get her way
Nocturnal creatures are not so prudent
The moon's my teacher, and I'm her student

To locate the single man, I've got on me a special radar
And the fire department hotline in case I get in trouble later
Not looking for cute little divas or rich city guys, I just want to enjoy
By having a very good time and behave very bad in the arms of a boy

There's a she wolf in the closet
Open up and set her free
There's a she wolf in your closet
Let it out so it can breathe

SOS she's in disguise
SOS she's in disguise
There's a she wolf in disguise
Coming out
Coming out
Coming out

SOS she's in disguise
SOS she's in disguise
There's a she wolf in disguise
Coming out
Coming out
Coming out

There's a she wolf in your closet
Let it out so it can breathe

Why?....

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 1:57 PM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: True Romance.... by Sliverstein
  • Reading: Romantic illusions & Vampire Knight
  • Watching: Vampire Knight
  • Playing: Xenosaga
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: ...
Cry: Why do I cry?
Cut: Why do I cut myself?
Emo: Why am I emo?
Why: Why do I have to hide my true emotions?

You know when something goes wrong for someone, and then the other person says "Sucks for you"? Well in this case, Im the person that it sucks for... And it really dose...
I've always been the one who trusted people...
But when I got older, and when I turned my age that I am, I relized not to trust ANYONE!
...
I keep on screaming but theres really nothing left to say...
So get away, just get away from me!...
Maybe one day we can chose who we really are...
Theses lies are leading me to the wrong path.
I look up to the sky as the gates of heaven open, is it destiny or am I going home?

Why: Why must I feel pain
Why: Why do others feel pain?
Why: Why do people have to suffer, and not just me?
I mean, no one should have to feel pain...
Because it hurts too much... :(

Its people like you, who make people like me, EMO!

Sun Oct 4, 2009, 4:00 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: True Romance.... by Sliverstein
  • Reading: Romantic illusions
  • Watching: Vampire Knight
  • Playing: Xenosaga
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: ...
Its hard to find people who are like you. Even more so when your like me... An Emo.... It really sucks...
...
Cuz everyday is the same old thing...
Im going to draw a picture, a picture with a twist. I'll draw it with a razor blade, I'll draw it on my WRIST!!!!!!
</3
I am an Emo...
These thoughts run through my head each day that goes by....
I may not always be perfect, but I'll always try... :(
I was born to tell you I love you, And this is how you repay me???!
So now I am torn to do what I have to...:heartbreaker:
Will you save you soul, just to be honest with yourself?
...
How could I ever love someone like you?
But I do...
Why do I love someone like you?
So many questions../..
But...
No response...
Its a lonely winter with out you, my love.
I can never love again...
And if I do... Remember...
The times that I was with you,
Were the best times of my life... :heart:

Yaoi

Sat Oct 3, 2009, 12:04 PM
  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Asking Alexandria - A single moment of sincerity
  • Reading: Vampire Knight
  • Watching: Vampire Knight
  • Playing: Xenosaga
Yaoi....



















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